I
really have no idea what I am about to begin, but I'm feeling compelled
to write and so I am. For the last couple of months I have felt really
impressed to begin a journal of sorts that chronicles the way I see God
moving. Not just in my life, but in the lives of my family and friends, and more
importantly in the lives of those around me. I have seen the hand of
God move in many ways over the years and each time it does,
I'll stop and think 'I should really write that down'. But I never do,
and then I beat my self up.
I've
begun to ask myself how can I remember all the ways that God has moved
in my midst if I don't take the time to make a note of it. I mean sure,
I'll remember the big stuff like, needing a car and friends giving us
one just because they felt God told them to, but what about the little
stuff. Like the time we lost the keys to our house, because they got
separated from the keys to the car. No big deal right? I mean you just
get a new one made. But for me it was a big deal. Not only did it
have the key less entry fob for the van on the lost set, but it also had
a memory.
You
see the house key I carried was given to me by a friend as sort of a
house warming gift. It was one of those specialty keys that said 'As
for me and my house we will serve the Lord'. I would say that you could
just get another one to replace it, but the fact is, I had already been
looking for months to find a key like it for a friend and had no luck.
Aside from it just being the actual key to get into the house, it also
had a deeper value. For me it stood as a reminder of the valley that we
had come through during the construction of our house. I can't even
begin to put into words the amount of stress that was put on our family,
our finances or our marriage during that time. It was a season I
never want to relive, but one I never want to forget. It is because I am
able to see how the hand of God moved during that time. So to not have
that key to use as a daily reminder of God's providence was a source of
ache for my heart..... and God knew that.
Jeff
always jokes around and teases about the fact that I am always quick to
pray about something that has been lost. However I know that if it is
important to me then God cares, and I know that the Lord will always
help me find it. The case of my keys was no different. The day I had
lost them was the day we got our Christmas tree so my head was swimming
with the possibilities of where we could we have lost them. After
racking my brain with no luck I did the only thing I could think of,
which was to pray. So I did....for 3 weeks. Of course I continued to
look under the seats in the van, dump out my purse a half dozen times
and look in the yard on my way out the door, but ultimately I said 'Lord
you have never failed me, and I trust that you won't this time either'.
And He didn't . One day while I was needing to get the tire changed on
the van, I looked in the passenger seat storage drawer for my mini phone
book to find a tire place close by. When I opened the drawer there
were my keys! Immediately I was filled with a sense of praise. You see
I know that God doesn't really care about keys, but he cares
tremendously about the person they belong to. And that is why He
chooses to move. To know that we trust Him with the little stuff. And
how much more should we entrust the bigger things of life to Him?
I
see it all the time and now I am challenged to journal each experience
as I see it. I have no idea how often that will be, or what it will look
like but one thing is for sure. There is no limit to How God Moves!
Sunday, November 4, 2012
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